That says a lot about your attention span.
I stopped watching after 5 seconds. And I wanted to shoot myself.
You're too up tight. I applaud your desire to put more time into "real" life, but please understand that most people do not in fact feel that way.
I'd be willing to bet part of that is because "real" life sucks.
Of course on the flip side, you could argue that it does indeed suck because people are too busy doing other things and have let the worlds state of affairs slip this far down.
I feel bad that people put stock in your site and you dropped it all without warning.
Even if you're motivation was as you say it is, I'd still question why you'd get the inclination and immediately kill the site.
One more thing, people invested time into your site and this is how you thank them?